I can honestly say this has been the most up and down, life-changing, worst and best year of my life. Everything changed. I was bad, I was worse, I was fine, I was hopeful. I was lower than low, higher than high. I went here, there, and everywhere. I’ve changed as a person, I’ve changed the way I think, I’ve did things that would have sent past me into a crazed frenzy. I’ve become closer with a group of 5 people that I ever thought I could, and I thank god and everything on earth for them. I’m still not all here, and it’s hard every single day. But I’m very slowly starting to do the things that will be good for future me and not just present me. Coming to terms with some of the things I’ve realized this year has been almost impossible at times, but I’m pushing through and will be a better person with a better life at the end of all of this. I’ll see you all on the other side.